damn dude... this brings me back to freakn high school... lets see lets see... like anyones really going to read this... but hey, why not. it might be therapuetic (did i spell that right... ) ok so right now life pretty much sucks during the week and i guess gets better for a hot sec on the weekend only to end abrubtly and go right into another sucky week. mondays bring another wonderful day at work which usually run late seeing as for some reason brian (assistant manager) decides to schedual himself to close EVERY monday night and whenever he closes, we always get out like an hour late. so yeah, already off to a good start there. tuesdays are one of my two longest days of the week. im at school from 9am to 430pm with a one hour lunch break inbetween two classes. taught by the same teacher. not to say that hes a bad teacher, it would just be nice to have some varitey in an otherwise boring as hell day. but yeah, at least the subject matter is kinda intresting. its actaully getting into the meat of what we'll actaully be doing in the labs, so thats cool i guess. but either way, the day pretty much ends at 430. i get home, attempt to get to the gym, only half the time thats successful. most the other times i take care of errands i need to do or i study. fun fun! wedensdays arnt that bad. i get up at 630 to get to st agnes by 730 to work there for free (or for the 'education'... bs) for the next 8 hours. they dont really trust me so i usually just get used for random patient transports and setting up shit. the rest of the time is spent standing around observing. and im sorry, but once you've seen the technique for a cath once, you can pretty much do it. i mean, fuck, all we do there is diagnostic cases anyway. its not like im going to try to scrub in on a pami or something. god. but yeah. so i get outta there at like 330 then do more studying or errand running. and try to catch up with friends, seeing as i really dont have much time for that any more. thursdays i get to sleep in alil. or i have to get up to study for a test or actaully go take one depending on what time it is. then i have pharmacology at 1230 which let me tell you is the most boring/intresting class ever. i know that didnt make sense but hear me out. its great information and i know that i need to know it, but we've already been told time and time again. we're not doctors so we cant perscribe the meds. we're not nurses so we cant give the meds. so why the FUCK so we have to know this shit. why cant we just breeze over the basics. uuuggghhh. so when you have that mind set, you kind of dont really pay any attention and you end up getting c's on your tests and you blog insted of studying like a good lil girl. like right now... but yeah. after i get out of that hellish class i go straight to work to hopefully not close with brian and get home somewhat early to be able to get to bed early for my second longest day tomorrow. which brings us to friday. i get up yet again at 630 to get to the hospital and be treated like crap until 330 where i get to rush my ass to work to close with that fucking ass hole and then usually have to do something that night as well seeing as how im supposed to be a college student and im supposed to be out partying or having some sort of fun right? ugh. fuck this shit i wanna be a retired old lady already. saturdays bring more work. 8 full hours in fact which hopefully ends at 430 where my weekend can officially start. i usually go either up to college park to either go get sean and bring him back down or i just stay up there for the night but that is most likely brought to a hault once sunday morning comes and we have to part ways for more studying and school work (i guess thats what i get for dating a chemical engineer major) not to say thats a bad thing but it kinda sucks ya know? the rest of the day sunday i try to catch the skins game if theyre playing, which usually just gets me angry and i throw things and get all stressed and worked up so i cant get to sleep just in time to make monday even more great! so yeah. thats my life right there in a nutshell. repeating on and on at least until december. once the year starts over i will be forced to quit my paying job to take a non-paying "class" which envolves me working at the hospital 40 hours a week AND taking classroom lectures. yay for school. at least i'll be done in may (thank GOD!) yeah. thats pretty much it. if anyone actually still reads this crap comment so i know whos out there still. much love! | 
... yay... now i jsut gotta wait for bio and english
... he knows me so well